Most observe it very disrupting to consider the possibility that decision is really a deception, or the deception of decision, as expressed in A Course in Miracles (ACIM). You pursue decisions ordinary, so the possibility of decision not being genuine appears to be exceptionally strange and without a doubt, far-fetched, given its predictable everyday use. Albeit decision is essential while you are here, it at last remaining parts a piece of the deception and isn't a piece of God.
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